Random Feelings .

The Downpour.

2011-09-13T18:21:00.001+08:00

All these time i was holding on,

clinging on to the slightest hopes,

I could have let go a long time ago,

I chose not to,

Memories are so damn precious & irreplaceable,

It would have been easier if i had the will in the first place.

Down the stairway.

2011-07-18T00:07:00.000+08:00

17/7/2011

And so, the camwhoring session begins :D

#funtimes

I made a promise never to look back again.

Fairytales.

2011-07-15T23:14:00.001+08:00

; We could have had it all

Rolling in the deep

You had my heart inside your hand

And you played it to the beat

Time passes. Life goes on.

Somewhere far away.

2011-07-10T17:21:00.000+08:00

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back

Blink your eyes twice.

2011-05-24T22:55:00.005+08:00

So exams are officially over.

Say hellooooo to holidays! ♥

Highlights during the holidays :

- 3 days without parents. WOOTS.

- Church camp, can't wait.

- Cousin's BIG DAY! *Wedding*

- Outings with friends (:

I'm so free nao.

Someone please take me to the beach pretty please.

I'm craving for the warm sun, sand and wind in my ears.

Ain't she adorable? (:

Tomorrow is Flyday.

2011-05-19T15:11:00.003+08:00

I'm so frigging relieved now that almost all the exams are over.
There's only Physics paper left. YAY ME.
Well, i hope God grants me good results for my midterms or i shall GG on report card day.

Oh, did i mention tomorrow is Flyday? Hell yes!
Shall i sing Peter Chao's version with my friends tomorrow? (:
"It's fly lice fly lice
Gotta Chao down on fly lice"
Btw, Glee's version is really awesome.
Go listen to it if you haven't!

Wish me all the best in my midterms yo.
Kaythxbai!

PS : Please remember to click on the ads :D

2011-05-05T00:21:00.001+08:00

Time flies.

You're already thirteen but you still look and act like a kid.

You love acting cool and think that you're cool.

Sometimes, you annoy the shyt out of me.

But most importantly, you're my one and only brother and I love you.

I shall cherish you and watch you grow into a mature, young and successful man.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, my lil bro.

5 May 1998, a date i will remember.

All the best in everything you do!

Loads of love.

XOXO.

2011-04-30T22:57:00.001+08:00

I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night

I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise, like the taste of your smile

I miss the way we breathe

Gives me inspiration. (:

Rhythm of Love.

2011-04-29T21:38:00.002+08:00

"When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life.
When i went to school, they asked me what i wanted to be when i grew up.
I wrote down 'happy'.
They told me i didn't understand the assignment.
I told them they didn't understand life."

— John Lennon

Learning the truth.

2011-04-25T01:36:00.003+08:00

"We can strive for perfection

but none of us will ever be perfect

because we are humans

and humans make mistakes."

- Clar.

HAPPY EASTER DAY BTW!

Easter isn't just about eggs and bunnies.
Let's keep in mind the true meaning of Easter :)

Yesterday today and forever, Jesus the same.

Lonely but not alone.

2011-04-07T14:04:00.001+08:00

Boy : What's your dream?

Girl : To be kissed in the rain. What about you?
Boy : To be the one kissing you.

2011-04-05T17:12:00.005+08:00

"I've been making a list of things they don't teach you in school. They don't teach you how to love somebody. They don't teach you how to be famous. They don't teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don't teach you how to walk away from someone you don't love any longer. They don't teach you how to move on when the one you love walks away from you. They don't teach you how to know what's going on in someone else's mind. They don't teach you what to say to someone who's dying.

They don't teach you anything worth knowing."

- Neil Gaiman

Battlefield.

2011-04-02T18:38:00.004+08:00

Omgosh.

My blog is like rusting already.
Sorry guys, i've been busy with life.

Anyways, IR night is approaching as you all know.
On Friday, I went to get some stuffs for this event after school.
Finally got the perfect mask!
Can't wait to wear it :)

Sakai.

And today was a reaaaally fun day!

At first, i was really not in the mood as i had to wake up at 7.45am.

Everything seemed disappointing.

But then it got exciting when we went for the paintball briefing.

And when the game started, that was the best part.

I loved the adrenaline rush and the fear that i felt during the game.

I'm not gonna lie and say it's not painful when you get hit.

The pain was worth it.

I actually even kinda like the pain ;D

"No pain, no gain."

So guys, you must really try Paintball if you haven't tried.

Even someone as unsporty as me love it so i bet most of you will love it too.

Going there again? Definitely!

Say YAY to paintball!

Group photo!

2011-03-06T20:55:00.001+08:00

Hello peopleeee!
I'm so bored and i have nothing to do.
Here are some photos that i never got to post.

Gnight , my friends :)

Such a beautiful night.

2011-03-02T21:02:00.002+08:00

IR Night is approaching real soon!

Have you guys got your tickets yet?

If not, you can visit http://masquerade-11.blogspot.com/ or

http://www.facebook.com/#!/event.php?eid=193809263970721 (:

On Saturday, i went to help out in 1u to get donations for Leo Club from as much people as we could by practically begging everyone that passed by our stall.

The sentence " Hey, excuse me, would you like to donate to the poor and abused children? It's for charity. " is still stuck in my head.

Some of them were really kind enough to donate RM50!

But unfortunately, some were really rude and even made fun of our activity.

Hello, we're doing this for charity, the society should appreciate us for what we're doing.

Anyway, it was quite a success.

I managed to get donations of around RM180 and in total of everyone's hard work, it reached RM1000+

My shift's team.

Thats all!

XOXO.

BIGBANG - TONIGHT M/V (Original Version)

2011-03-01T17:24:00.001+08:00

AAAAHHHH.
I love this song too much.
And i just feel that i HAVE to share it
Please watch and it shall blow your minds! :D

Something More.

2011-02-25T18:30:00.001+08:00

See my WIDE grin over here?

Know why?

BECAUSE, the monthly exams is finally over!

I've been waiting for today since the first day of exam -_-

And yeah, i feel super free now.

Not counting the days to Spm laaa.

Hehh.
And yay!
I got my new pair of grey lens.
I think it's nicer than the one before so yea, i'm quite satisfied with it :D

Ciaos!

Masquerade.

2011-02-19T03:17:00.003+08:00

I need to blog more often to earn 12 more bucks so that i can cash out my money from nuffnang! D:

So here's a photo of me, my cousin and my sis making faces ;D

ANYWAY ;

IR night held by LEO club every year is coming soon.

Please do come and support this event.

And most importantly, support the fundraising for charity by purchasing the tickets!

Visit http://masquerade-11.blogspot.com/ for

more information
and enquiries.

Start anew.

2011-01-31T03:29:00.002+08:00

I WANT THIS !

E5 babehhh, my new Love.

It has all the main functions i want and it's not TOO expensive i think.

"Daddy, PLEASE PLEASE get me this, i'm not asking for an Iphone or a Blackberry, this is enough for me."

I promise i'll study hard for SPM if you buy get me this!

*pinky swear*

I hope my dad really buys me this.

I'm crossing every finger i have for now.

Btw, Happy Chinese New Year in advance people!

I so can NOT wait for CNY.

I want ~~ang paus~~ to have those family reunions with my relatives again.

It only happens once a year so i'll appreciate it ;D

Red nailpolish for CNY!

WOOTS, i'm so in the mood.

I wanna get red hairspray to spray my hair too and MORE red stuffs!

"GONG XI FA CAI
HONG PAU NA LAI"

Don't let me go.

2011-01-22T21:24:00.006+08:00

It's a Saturdayyy.
Was woken up superrr early by YTL -_-
Went MV with the bitch, we were supposed to meet Teong and Nic there but they had to go home early.
Met cw though!
Main reason of going to MV was to go for the Edu Fair.
It was really packed that i felt like i'm suashed in a sardin can.
Later on, ate at food court and chilled at Coffee Bean.

At MPH;

Stupid retarded phone camera -.-

She and her JB-ness

"Justin Bieber is a lil whiner"

:P

What a tiring day ._.

Feel it.

2011-01-10T15:48:00.001+08:00

Heeeey guys!

It's already the second week of school now.

School hasn't always been my favourite top 10 place.

But it hasn't been as bad as i imagined it would be.

It's not exactly that fun or exciting either.

Just so and so, in between ya know ?

I'm still surviving at least.

SIGHS, tons of homework to be done.

I have my BM lisan due on wednesday and i haven't even decided on a topic.

And there's the Moral folio essay thingy that i have no eff'ing idea what to do and i have to pass it up tmr.

And i can still happily online here.

I'm so freaking screwed! FML -.-

Anyway guys, i deleted my old FB account so don't bother trying to search for me.

BUTTTT, I've also created a new account together with my sis.

Many people asked me Why ?

Because there's just too many freaking unknown random people on my friend list.

And i seriously can't stand it especially when updates flood my home page.

Deleting them 1 by 1 will probably take forever so i chose the smarter option ;D

Just search for my full name and add me up.

Please and thank you (:

This year will be alright after all .

I'm sorry i loved you.

2011-01-09T01:34:00.001+08:00

My old msn is functioning again.
So yeah guys, add me back at clarz.sze@hotmail.com.
And from now on, i'm probably gonna leave my blog dead.
Cause i'm really busy with Vampire Diaries school, SPM, life and all ya know.
This means i won't be earning anymore from Nuffnang ?
NOOOOOH. D:
I'll still update once in a blue moon though, i hope.

Goodnight world!

Hello Two Zero One One

2011-01-01T03:30:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !!

I was so pissed earlier just now.

Cause of msn.

I know right, shouldn't let such a small thing affect my feelings :/

Now, i finally created a new email.

So add me up guys (:

leeyuesze@hotmail.com

Pls and tq.

My New Year's Resolutions :

- Be a better daughter, sister, friend, human

- Concentrate on my studies

- Study hard for SPM

- Study smart for SPM

- Get straight A's in SPM

- Do not disappoint parents with bad results in SPM

( Haha yea , practically everything bout SPM, sooo stressed
and i super envy those who are done with their SPM year :/ )

Many more that i'm not gonna list out.

"2011 will be a better year."

XOXO.

2010-12-31T03:19:00.000+08:00

I love that "in the beginning" feeling where everything is perfect. You like them. They like you. Texting twenty four seven. Saying good morning, good night. Then you start using cute little pet names. Then it gets to the awkward stage where you're not sure exactly what you are. Then once you figure it out, it all goes down the hill from here. All the excitement is gone. All the passion is wasted. Everything you once were has just faded to nothing.

- Tumblr

Just so you know, i wasn't emoing or anything.
I just found it a lil meaningful.

Happy New Year's Eve everyone ! ;D

Lam Mun Wai.

2010-12-30T00:47:00.010+08:00

Went to vinyeeeh's house for a partay last night.

Naah, it's more like a gathering actually.

Gathering before school starts.

Damnnnn, SCHOOL!

I haven't been thinking bout school during the holidays.

I'm still shooo in a holiday mood.

Not even abit ready for school yet.

What more SPM ?

Kay, back to the topic.

Gathering with barbeque ;D

They were playing poker when i reached :S

Barbeque for dinner.

Spot my pale lips? I wasn't feeling well :/

After eating, chilled at the sofa, watched White Chicks and took some group photos.

If you ever loved somebody, put your legs in the ayer.

Don't worry, teng and yin were just paiseh. xD

Acting LALA

EPIC FAIL laaah!

We're not supposed to smile HAHA

LOL @ Mer's expression.

Watching White Chicks ;D

The sakais!

Going home :)

Gnight everyone!

Let's Fly! :D

Let's fly ; up up here we go

2010-12-26T00:03:00.006+08:00

*HOHOHO*

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE ! :D

Did you guys have a pleasant day ?

Well, I DID!

Had an open house last night.

Relatives, friends and church members came over.

Had a really great time with all of them and i get to be with my bitch and hugged her sharp at 12am! <3

Call me Supergirl! ;D

Please ignore my fuglyness cause i was ~~drunk~~ sweating like a dog

and my whole body was soaked with soap.

BigBang cards!

Light purple nail polish!

Thank you so much Zuewen and Vinyee, you guys knew what i wanted :D

Today, i went to The Curve with the cousins and sister.

Watched Gullivian's Travels at 9pm.

And i just reached home not long ago.

It's a really MUST WATCH movie.

Very farney indeed.

I reccomend! :D

Will post some photos as soon as my cousin uploads them.

Day well spent with relatives.

Christmas is coming to an end as i'm typing here.

Soooo,

MERRY CHRISTMAS once again !

May God bless all of you.

Iyiyi.

2010-12-24T12:13:00.009+08:00

The connection has been such a Bitch these few days. Unable to connect, probably some maintainance again. P1W1MAX SUCKS TO THE MAX. Even now, i'm having some trouble with it. The slowness is annoying me and pissing me off. -_-

Lucky for me, my Thursday was occupied with an outing with the girls. We headed to town ~~in the morning~~ during lunch time so it was a lil jam. Main purpose of going to town was to visit Uniqlo i think ? 99.9% of the clothes there were only suitable for winter time so there was nothing to buy there. So nahhh, purpose of going to town was to bond with The Bitches! :D

Walked around Fahrenheit 88, Pavillion and Sg Wang. Bought myself a cardigan, a top and POSTERS !!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Forgive me for being over happy cause now i get to see SUJU and BIGBANG every morning on my door. BEAST is still missing though :X

I wish i could buy this dress :O

Cy looked good in the dress.

Freaking love this!

The four of us :)

While waiting for Zw's parents to fetch us ;

VinYee

ChooiYin

ZueWen

Muah

Every minute, every second, every hour of the day
Iyiyi
Every hour of the day
Iyiyi
Everytime that I'm away
Iyiyi
Missing You

Put it in a love song .

2010-12-18T13:06:00.005+08:00

This is a darn late post.

It was before HUGE camp.

Which is like almost a week ago.

Hmm.

My bro's friend came over to stay and we went for lunch at A&W.

It's been a long time since i last ate there.

Bro happily sucking at his straw.

Loved the rootbear with double scoop.

On the 13th to 16th , attended HUGE camp.

And there's only one word to describe it ; AWESOME!

It's really one of the greatest camps i've ever been to.

I'm really glad i went cause i was rather reluctant to go in the first place.

Group photo!

Try spotting me cause i can't even spot myself D:

"You are my strength when i am weak.

You are the treasure that i seek.

When i fall down you pick me up.

When i am dry you fill my cup."

Secret Valentine

2010-12-11T15:59:00.002+08:00

Guess what ?

My whole body is soaked wet.

Literally WET.

Due to bathing Mian Mian.

I think it's the first time i bath her, ~~usually my maid does all these jobs~~ :P

She went crazy as usual after bathing and ran around the whole house.

Had a hard time trying to catch her, she's a fast runner .

It's really hard to take a nice photo of her when she's moving every second -.-

Her still wet face.

Macam Raja

Giving the -.- look :D

Owhmaigosh.

2010-12-08T20:31:00.002+08:00

Am back from my Bali trip.
Will try to blog about it soon and upload photos.
If i'm not too lazy to do so.
Btw, i am Loving my new header!
Spent few days to edit the photos and put them all together.
All the hard work and sweat was worth it.
<3

2010-11-28T09:08:00.000+08:00

I didn't know.
I didn't.
There were many things i didn't know and you wouldn't tell me.
Now that i know, it makes more sense to me.
And i actually feel better.
I'm really glad we're actually talking.
Taking time to talk about it.
Thanks.
Because i would never have had the courage to do so.
I think i might be weaker than i seem.

We'll be alright, girl.
We'll be alright.

<3 :)

Sometimes i wish i could save you.

2010-11-28T02:40:00.003+08:00

9/11/2010

Went to sing k with loves , vin and yin.

We sang our hearts out for 4 hours.

Actually, i was already damn exhausted halfway through the singing session.

I don't know how the both of them can stand singing so long.

Maybe i'm just not so used to it.

It was really fun though.

And the rest are in yin's phone.

Tatas.

Goodnight, world.

Go away Fats !

2010-11-18T23:58:00.002+08:00

Went for badminton with the bitch, bro and his friend.

Lots of sweating and fats burning.

Never knew exercising would be so fun though tiring.
Damn, what was I doing all these years ?
More badminton and swimming coming soon :D

Cause it was so hurtful and now we are afraid to fall again .

Raindrops.

2010-11-16T21:39:00.003+08:00

10/11/2010

Last Wednesday.

Went swimming with vin vin and yin yin !

On this day, many bad things happened.

One of them was vin's phone dropped into the pool and had to be sent for repair.

It cost 100+ , soreeeh uncle for making you have to pay :X

XOXO

Epic!

2010-11-14T18:41:00.000+08:00

14/11/2010

Bitch came over to my house after tuition to play with Mian Mian :O

Her hand was itchy when i was Mapling so she started playing with my hair.

Tying.

Still tying.

Cheeeese.

Tadaaaa! Done.

*Deng deng deng deng*

Getting married!

My aiming rocks!

Edited :

Don't you think they look exactly the same ? :D

Hell, yeah man!

Mine doesn't really look like the character, only the fringe part maybe. :X

Indulgence.

2010-11-01T18:08:00.001+08:00

Went for a dinner with family and relatives at MCY last night.

Had lotsa fun and laughing and sampat-ing!
The food were awesome, 2 tables, 1 for adults and another for kids :D
The food tasted great and i personally loved the fish in red sauce.

The cousin :)

The Bro :)

I LOVE THIS :D

Phantom

2010-10-30T13:52:00.001+08:00

Hellos Peopleeee!

I just woke up not long ago but i still feel quite tired.

And my eyes are sore :O
Kay, i'm gonna go eat my Brunch now.

And i got my new specsss :D

Ciaos!

Without You.

2010-10-26T18:26:00.000+08:00

I would very much love to shout out loud and express all my feelings inside.
But i don't think i want to go through all the emotion nonsense and blah.
So i'm currently listening to the same song over and over again, Without You .
Forgive me for wasting your time.

2010-10-22T23:10:00.002+08:00

So now you can see how fast people change their minds right ?

From yes, it can turn into a no the next second .

That's how life is.

Dreams.

2010-10-11T14:11:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was 10/10/10

A so-called "special" day for most people.

For me, it's nothing special at all.

Just another ordinary day.

Is it me? Or was yesterday just the most normal day ever?

Anyway, finals is coming up REAL SOON.

I really need to STUDY.

And by study, i REALLY mean STUDY!

I feel so guilty for wasting me PMR holiday's time doing unnecessary things.

Really no study mood lahhh.

Hopefully, i'll make it up by studying a lil Komsas later since i'm having my Bm exam this Thursday.

Let me dream tonight .

2010-10-08T02:41:00.002+08:00

It's 2.40am !!
It's 2.40am !!
I'm still not asleep
._.

2010-10-04T12:37:00.003+08:00

I'm blogging here because i wanna show you people how perasan my friend is .

Hahahahaha.

If you can't see, please enlarge it.

Look at what she said.

LOOK AT WHAT SHE SAID.
LOOK AT WHAT SHE SAID.

Perasan betul this bitch :P

Nahhh , actually it's quite normal for girls.
I'm just doing this out of boredom.
._.

And then, it was skype .

Yea yea yea ,
my webcam quality sucks
ooO

2010-10-01T23:21:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIXON LOH KOK CHEW !!
All the best in life .
:D

2010-09-30T23:19:00.003+08:00

"Let's go on dreaming though we know we are"
Do you remember this ?
Damn , i miss those times .
So very much .

Heartbeat

2010-09-29T21:18:00.002+08:00

I was really shocked to hear about the death of my neighbour.

I couldn't believe it.

I still remember attending tuition with her last year every week.

We were always the loudest ones in tuition and always got scolded by the teacher.

Now, you're gone just like that.

Rest in peace and may God bless you :)

I attended her funeral on the first night and the second day too.

Vivian came over to my house before we went to her house together.

It was a really sad moment for her .

Sampat vivian xD

Rest in peace :)

Lantern Festival

2010-09-26T21:41:00.010+08:00

Lantern Festival :D

25/7

Vin, Mer, Yin, Teng, Menn, Sam, Ann, Ji came to my house to celebrate Lanttern Festival.

At first they lied to me that Vin's car broke down and they couldn't make it.

I was like =.= WTH , damn fake man !

So i asked Mer to call Ann to make sure, and DUH, they were trying to fool me. SAT BAI BETUL! LOL

We celebrated Teng's birthday too.

It was a surprise and I DIDN'T SCREW IT THIS TIME. HAH.

Seeee , she cried because she was too touched :D

Beautiful huh ?

L.O.V.E

The rest of the photos are in Ann's camera :X

26/9

My family and I decided to go for the Ara's Lanttern festival celebration thingy.

To support our housing area! :D

NOT LOL.

They even had a motto, "Satu Arah Untuk Ara"

LMAO.

Guess who i saw here ?

Yess, my BABE and NICHOLAS.

Hahaha.

Not ready yet la weih .

I personally love this.

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TENG !
LOVE YOU LOADS .

KayByeCiaos.

MAPLEEEEE :D

2010-09-25T16:15:00.003+08:00

HEH.

So, i started mapling again yesterday in a private server created by friend.

It's so much easier to level up here and i have moneyyyh here !!

HAHA

I'm already lvl 49 now, Vin lvl 40, Mer lvl 47 .

Say CHEESE :D

I think Mer was showing off her skills

Those who wanna play in this private server, please visit http://www.aresms.com/

At least it takes my mind off some stuffs for awhile :)

An old song :)

2010-09-23T00:01:00.002+08:00

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
I'm listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember, butterfly, early summer?
It's playing on repeat, just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Alright

2010-09-20T14:57:00.004+08:00

SATURDAY

Went swimmingggggg.

With Bitches.

I really didn't felt like waking up when Meryl reached my house in the morning.

But i forced myself to :D

I was really tired after swimming and didn't really feel like taking much photos.

And after swimming, bathing, changing and everything, we realised that we forgot to take photos DURING swimming. Waddachuck =.=

Who lives in a pineapple under the sea ? xD

Love this :)

Bro, Good Luck in your UPSR tomorrow.
I'm sure you'll still do well although your arm is injured.
All the best ♥

BABEEE .
I know you are reading this since you love to stalk me so much :D
Better remember to click on my ads !

I hate that i need an excuse .

HOLIDAYS

2010-09-17T00:29:00.004+08:00

The first week, i didn't get to hang out with any friends.

Was quite busy since my bro's accident.

Went to Singapore on 9th to 12th.

I'm not going to upload much pictures so *click here

Yesterday, finally got to hang out with my bitches .

And again, *click here to view photos :D

Yea , most of the photos are in toilet because we had to satisfy Yin's needs.

Hahaha.

My schedule is quite packed for the rest of the week.

Tuitions today.

Saturday, swimming with bitches again !

Sunday, church.

Except for Friday, i wish to go out again on Fri :O

ANDDDDDDD.

I finally got to buy my skirt from cotton on that I've been dying to buy for ages.

Big thank you to Yin for sharing with me :DD

<3

Kay, signing off .
Ciaos.

Yeah , i'm breaking my own promise

2010-09-15T01:01:00.004+08:00

Do you know how it feels like to be on top of a mountain ;
And the next second , you're below the deepest sea u can find
That's how i freaking feel now .

I'm actually looking for a person i can turn to and lean on now

Great, back to day 1

2010-09-13T12:19:00.002+08:00

YESH , I'm freaking back from my Singapore trip!

Will update about it real soon

What If .

2010-09-08T23:39:00.001+08:00

No , i won't do this .
On such a lovely night like this .
I shouldn't spoil it, i really shouldn't .
But i can't help it sometimes.
I can't.
I freaking can't .

I.MUST.STOP.DOING.THIS

2010-09-08T20:27:00.003+08:00

See this siao zha bo over here ?
We were supposed to have our webcamming session in the afternoon.
BUT she FFK-ed.
In the middle of the night, around 12 plus, she suddenly came online!
Hahaha , had fun playing midnight games with her.
Slept at 4 two days in a row :D
And damn , my webcam quality sucks to the MAX !
I wish to have a better webcam for my bday :O

Bro finally came back from the hospital.
He seems better now.
And it's decided, we'll all still be going to Singapore tomorrow.
HEEEE.

Look at him, still unable to wear his shirt properly yet.
Hahahahahahahaa.

Ohhhh, don't forget to click on my freaking ads.
Please and thank you!

Damn , i'm happy :D

how are u gonna understand my words

2010-09-05T21:35:00.002+08:00

CHANGE YOUR WORLD

@ Sunway Pyramid

4 Sep 2010

This was unexpectedly fun !

It's a big event held by not sure who.

1000+ people attended.

And the band Relent was awesome .

I'm changed :D

The free CD by Relent .

Love the design

I'll upload the group photos as soon as someone uploads it on fb :)

3 more days to SINGAPORE !

*Can't wait

If you don't understand my silence ;

2010-09-04T14:43:00.004+08:00

FRIDAY!

Went for a movie with my sister.

All our plans didn't work out due to time and blabla.

We watched Pyranhaaaaaa !

NICEEE

With all the blood and stuffs. Heh.

I still wanna watch Vampires Suck though everyone is giving bad comments about it.

I'll be the first one to say it rocks :D

And for lanttern festival, i bought another LANTTERN .

Patrick the starfish :P

This morning , i finally chopped off 2-3 inches of my hair.

It's so much thinner now.

My front hair's a lil short though :X

Tonight, going to Sunway for the change your world event thing.

And SINGAPORE , here i come !!

4 more days :DD
WOOTS

He ate my heart and then spit it out again .

2010-08-29T17:51:00.005+08:00

Heylos!

Sorry bloggie for the lack of updates.

I just checked my nuffnang and my earnings have increased.

Though it's little, "sikit sikit lama menjadi bukit" right ? :D

I've been sick these few days.

Cough, flu, sorethroat, the common sicknesses but a real pain in the ass.

So most of my activities include sleeping, lying on the bed, onlining through phone, and more sleeping.

Ooh , I can't wait for the mooncake festival.

Was reminiscing about my childhood days and i really miss playing firecrackers, fireworks, candles and all.

Sooo, me and my sis bought LANTTERNS !

We might be having an open house for the lanttern festival and will invite friends over .

Chicken Lanttern :D

All set and ready for mooncake/lanttern festival :D

because everyone but me is moving forward .

The bitch is finally sixteen.

2010-08-13T22:03:00.003+08:00

12/08/2010 ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , MY BITCH!

Everything that i want to say to you has already been said.

Well, almost everything, you get my point.

Through thick and thin, we've been there for each other.

We've seen each other's laughter, smiles , crazyness, bitchiness and heard each other's cries before.

Cries, i still remember that phone call where u heard my disgusting sound. haha.

Anywayyy,

I hope you loved your surprise.

Sorry laah for ruining the 2nd one but at least the first one was quite a success right ? :D

Seeing you looking a lil sad or dissapointed in school, thinking all of us weren't gonna celebrate your birthday with you on the day itself really made me want to laugh my ass out.

I hope this is what you always wanted :)

Dinner at TGI's.

Surprise surprise !

Birthday kiss :P

With the birthday girl :)

Happy Sweet Sixteen !

<3

I realise most of my posts recently are about birthdays LOL

Ps : Please remember to click on my ads !

Sweet dreams .

2010-08-10T21:42:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Ann Tan!

Yeah i know, what a late post.

The birthday girl with her favourite banana cake :)

I've never really known you that well.

Got to know you more this year.

You're a really fun person.

Glad to know you.

And i bet your birthday this year is one of the sweetest ones.

A day before her party, we went to get some stuffs needed and all.

Firewoman :D

Sammy :)

Vinnnnn

Me and Vin ended up eating and eating throughout our whole journey.

So much for gam fei-ing.
From wong kok to fishballs to sushis to ice cream and etc.

Thanks alot bitch ! :O

Us girls at the party.

Many more photos that i'm too lazy and not gonna upload.

Once again,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ANN !

"You've got her heart and my heart and none of the pain,
you took the suitcase and i took the blame,
now i'm trynna make sense of what little remains."

Secrets

2010-08-01T19:29:00.006+08:00

Okaaay , i'm just updating for the sake of updating.

BECAUSE.

I found out that i'm actually earning something from Nuffnang !

Nothing much happened these few days.

Many birthdays coming soon.

Damn , i'm gonna be broke again :D

Webcammed with Peterrrrr just now.

He was shy at first :P

I think this is Suraj LOL

Remember to click on my Nuffnang ads !

PLEASEEEE ( X 1000000 times )

and THANK YOU !

GG time.
Ciaos.

Shock

2010-07-28T20:14:00.002+08:00

SUNDAY

My church's 18th anniversary.

The service was held at a restaurant called The Oriental Banquet.

Cute 3 year old niece :)

Mum brought me and my sister for a movie at night.

We watched The Sorcerer's Apprentice.

A must watch movie !

I rate it 10/10 :D

:D

MONDAY

Happy Birthday , Yap Zue Wen !

Birthday girl :)

I bet you enjoyed your sweet 16 :D
Love <3

Btw, help click on my ads, please and tq !

Faeces .

2010-07-23T21:05:00.000+08:00

It's the last day of monthly exam.

Time passes real fast huh.

I stil remember the midterm exams clearly.

Now, monthly exams are over.

I really have to start studying and get serious for finals now :)

Last 3 days were really fun and crazy.

Non-stop laughing from me, vin, teng, menn.

Had fun being siao and childish.

From hiding bottles to hiding bags.

Damn, i love those moments where we can't stop laughing at

everything including the way each of us were laughing.

All of us have different, special ways of laughing :D

The victim x)

Look what happened to my back today.

Teng's GORILLA hands !

Body Glove kononnya XD.

You used to be on my favourite list.

Now, you're just another stranger (:

I told you so.

2010-07-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of ASEAN school games.

Closing ceremony.

Which is also the last day to meet JEMMY :D

Awwww.

He's just so cute.

And he liked the keychain i gave him.

Hahaha.

I still can't get over the jacket :(

The Malaysian hawt guyyyy

PETER

I somehow love this :)

Vinnn.

Us girls <3

Damn, i want the pictures in the bus.

Not sure whose camera it's in.

I miss those eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you

Basketball fever !

2010-07-16T15:33:00.004+08:00

Our class got chosen to support INDONESIA for the ASEAN School Games basketball game.

Great, we're supporting unknown people ! :D

Day One

-Tuesday-

Day Two
-Wednesday-

Go Indo !

Day Three
-Thursday-

Day Four
-Friday-

Hydra is so funny :D

JEMMYYY <3 :D
His specs so cute weyh !

I even took a photo of me holding our photo! :D

William x)

Mer !

The Indonesian basketball guys team :)

All of us !

Vin, u missed out so much today ! :P

Had a hell lot of fun these four days.
Throat sore from shouting, screaming and cheering.
And i'm feeling high now.
Woots!

The girls team won today so we have to go to the MABA stadium again tmr morning.
This thing is drainining up all my energy.
But it's worth it!
20 koko marks, a cert and Jemmy ! xD

Oscar, the crazy fella left this outside my house LOL

I want it to seem that way .

It was a first sight then .

2010-07-11T18:32:00.000+08:00

Cousin came back from Singapore and visited us in the afternoon.

It's been a long time since we last saw him.

Had a great fellowship and laughed our hearts out. (:

The first thing i said to him was " WAH LAU, YOUR HAIR" :D

Ah Hao with FAT OOI

Acting yeng

Acting CUTE pulak :D

Diff type of glasses :D

After my sis FINALLY woke up, we headed to 1u for awhile.

Cousin got each of us a pair of black Roxy flipflops.

Actual price wad RM59.90 but after 70% discount, only RM20 :D

Going to get ready for dinner later.

Ciaos ♥ :)

So why did i give you my heart

2010-07-08T15:03:00.000+08:00

Finally, i finished watching GG season 2 and season 3 til episode 8.

And also Sorrority Rows. I know, old movie.

But i watched it ALONE. *proudnyer*

Only the ending part actually since i watched the beginning at vy's house.

My gosh, LAM SEI ! :D

Siwon melts my heart <3

Watch this video.

Damn, i don't know how to upload a video from youtube in my blog so just click on the link.

NO OTHER

I love the part where Siwon ties the girl's shoelace :D

SIWON ♥

Easy, girl .

2010-07-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

Lalalaa.

Went to vy's house again after school.

Pokemon's pan mee rocks ! :D

Ohh, let me show you guys our Physics lab's table.

Our class' GG family tree.

Haha, GG addicts :)

And i'm Clar Bass, doesn't it sound so perfect ? xD

English oral tomorrow.

No more delaying or else more marks will be deducted.

Wish me luck on memorising my oral later.

And, Mer, cy, vy, zw might be coming over to my house tmr to see Mian Mian.

Don't ffk me please :D

Ciaos ♥

Yearning Heart

2010-07-03T20:37:00.002+08:00

YEAH BABEH !

I managed to win a pair of tickets to MTV WORLD STAGE.

Waited long enough for the junior to appear.

One click and poooff, the tickets are mine!!!

Thank you Joey King :)

BUTTTTT.

Some people say it might be fake.

We'll have to wait til 26th to find out.

Hmmm.

CHOCOLATES <3

These are chocolates from Europe.

Chocolates filled with liqueurs.

Special huh?

The taste is just awesome.

Scrumptious!

Argentina VS Germany tonight !

GO ARGENTINA !

You have my full support :D

Sureeee

2010-07-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

FRIDAYYYY !

What to do ?

STAYBACK !

Was supposed to celebrate Espanyol's "victory"

but because of Leo meeting, celebration postponed to next Fri.

At vy's house ;

Onlining ! I pratically treat her house as mine already :D

I wanted to try the maggi tomyam flavour but mum came before i had the chance to.
Nevermind, there's always a next time :D

Mum didn't keep wifi today WOOTS.
Thought she would keep it again after all that happened.
Btw, you'reso CUTE !!
Damn, i've to stop saying you're cute before other people thinks i'm crazy.
Hahahahahahaha.
xD

Can't wait for the match between Germany and Argentina tomorrow.
I'm soooo supporting Argentina !
GO HOME LAH GERMANY !
Ishhhhhh.
Still moaning over England's lost :(

Ciaos :)

Sixteen Forever

2010-07-01T20:53:00.007+08:00

Damn, thank God it's settled.

I just want things to go back to normal again for now.

SKIP !

Doesn't this picture make u wanna laugh ?

HAHA.

FLAT MATE ! :D

-Tuition-

MY GOSH, SPOT HIM ! xD

Oscar, so YENG ! :P

Skipped school yesterday cause i was sick.

Wanted to skip today too but had second thoughts and didn't.

Damn, we're having Eng oral tmr and i haven't find topic yet :(

I'm sorry.

I'll find a way to earn your trust again.

Sorry to disappoint all of you.

You should have confronted me first anyway.

But it's okay.

All settled now i guess.
And thanks to those who tried to help.
I don't blame anyone for this.
It's all my fault, my wrong.
Lesson learnt.

Sighs.

Btw,

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY,

NGOU CHEE WENG !!!
yea yea yea, ur 18 :P

Trust is all i need .

Ringgggggg

2010-06-28T19:05:00.002+08:00

Ever since Vin saw me and teng webcamming, she got jealous ! xD

So her turn it is :P

Blarhdy Bitch !!!
Lalalalalalaa.

Mine bigger ! :P

GLEEEEE

Fear us RAWR

Hie Aunty ! :D

HAHA

Popeye The Sailorman !!

lol ?

I knew it wouldn't last .

Cheer Up

2010-06-27T22:24:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was carnival day.

Helped out in Leo stall and kept asking ppl to buy cheesy wedges and marsmallows from our stall !

This year's carnival is plain boring, not much ppl compared to last year's

And damn, no holidays for tmr =.=

Todayyyyy...

Had a fun time webcamming with TENG !

One of the ppl i can always count on when i'm not feeling well :D

Me having flu :(

Me pouting cause she wouldn't let me sing !!

And then, she started showing off her webcam skills !

Kiss my lips babeh !

It's snowing, It's snowing ! xD

Showing me her straight teeth LOL

And then, my bro came along :D

Mian Mian !

The strawberry keychain. haha :)

Teng and my bro talked about Joanne HAHA

Hair up :D

Her webcam got stucked

Big Eyes ! xD

Anddd

Time to say bye and watch England !

Damn, Germany scored a goal already and it's only 20 minutes, wtf !!!

Praying hard for ENGLAND to win !

Crossing every fingers i have xD

Yesterday, South Korea lost :'(
Now what? England?
Nooooo !
Damn you Teong for cursing both countries GRR !

Off to continue watching England.

Tatas ♥

開不了口

2010-06-24T19:14:00.003+08:00

This is quite random .

才離開沒多久就開始擔心今天的妳過得好不好
cai li kai mei duo jiu jiu kai shi dan xin jin tian de ni guo de hao bu hao
I’ve only left for a short while and already started to worry about how you’re doing today

整個畫面是妳想妳想的睡不著
zheng ge hua mian shi ni xiang ni xiang de shui bu zhao
My mind’s filled with you, as I think about you I can’t fall asleep

嘴嘟嘟那可愛的模樣還有在妳身上香香的味道
zui du du na ke ai de mo yang hai you zai ni shen shang xiang xiang de wei dao
Your cute expression when you pout, and also the fragrance on your body

我的快樂是妳想妳想的都會笑
wo de kuai le shi ni xiang ni xiang de dou hui xiao
My happiness is you, as I think about you I always smile

Chorus 1

沒有妳在我有多難熬
mei you ni zai wo you duo nan ao
When you’re not here, it’s so hard for me to bear

(沒有妳在我有多難熬多煩惱)
(mei you ni zai wo you duo nan ao duo fan nao)
(When you’re not here, it’s so hard for me to bear, so troubled)

沒有妳煩我有多煩惱
mei you ni fan wo you duo fan nao
When I don’t have you to think about, I am so troubled

(沒有妳煩我有多煩惱多難熬)
(mei you ni fan wo you duo fan nao duo nan ao)
(When I don’t have you to think about, I am so troubled, so hard for me to bear)

穿過雲層我試著努力向妳奔跑
chuan guo yun ceng wo shi zhe nu li xiang ni ben pao
Breaking through the clouds, I tried hard to run to you

愛才送到妳卻已在別人懷抱
ai cai song dao ni que yi zai bie ren huai bao
Just when love arrived, you were already in someone else’s arms

Chorus 2

就是開不了口讓她知道
jiu shi kai bu liao kou rang ta zhi dao
I just can’t open my mouth to let her know

我一定會呵護著妳也逗妳笑
wo yi ding hui he hu zhe ni ye dou ni xiao
I will surely protect you and make you laugh

妳對我有多重要我後悔沒讓妳知道
ni dui wo you duo zhong yao wo hou hui mei rang ni zhi dao
You are so important to me, I regret not letting you know

安靜的聽妳撒嬌看妳睡著一直到老
an jing de ting ni sa jiao kan ni shui zhao yi zhi dao lao
Quietly listening to you whine, watching you sleep till we grow old

就是開不了口讓她知道
jiu shi kai bu liao kou rang ta zhi dao
I just can’t open my mouth to let her know

就是那麼簡單幾句我辦不到
jiu shi na me jian dan ji ju wo ban bu dao
Those mere simple sentences, I can’t say them

整顆心懸在半空我只能夠遠遠看著
zheng ke xin xuan zai ban kong wo zhi neng gou yuan yuan kan zhao
My whole heart hangs in the air, I can only watch from afar

這些我都做得到但那個人已經不是我
zhe xie wo dou zuo de dao dan na ge ren yi jing bu shi wo
I can do all these things but that person is already not me

By Jay Chou
I still love this song somehow :)

Pass me by

2010-06-20T18:00:00.002+08:00

First of all,

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to my one and only greatest dad on earth Danny Lee Tong Yu !!!

Wish you a happy life and good health always.

And yes, i'll always try to be the best daughter you can have :)

Can't believe our family got chosen for the game in church today.

HAHA. But we didn't manage to win :(

Went to Bukit Jalil last night for some christian event thing and it was not bad !

5000+ people were there.

We came quite late so had to sit further back.

I can't help but take a pic of the moon although it looks just like a small dot -.-

Today, i had the greatest nap in weeks.

Woke up at around 5pm.

I wonder how am i gonna sleep tonight.

And this reminds me of SCHOOL tmr.

Aww mannn!

School reopens tmr, what a sad thing.

So many stuff that i want to do but not enough time to.

The bright side is, i get to see my long lost friends again ♥

Yin, i'll be here as long as you need me !

6 years of friendship!

1 month old and i'm loving her :)

My ijustwokeup look

Btw, i'm glad i made you laugh again Amber :PP

Ciaos ♥

Untitled

2010-06-19T16:23:00.004+08:00

I think i needa say a big thank you to my lovely friend, CCT !

Thanks for accompanying me play those childish msn games.

For some people it may be childish but it's not for me :D

Thanks alot for accompanying me when i needed someone to.

You didn't even hesitate and ask why :)

UNO

I won for this game :P

Damn it, the bowling game kept failing to load.

Btw, this game reminds me of how i play the bowling game in vin's phone during sch hours.

Hahaha.

And it's true.

It's not the same anymore.

I wish u all the best though.

Thanks alot for making it so obvious.

oo0

2010-06-18T02:43:00.000+08:00

Finally, i spilled.

I know it won't be the same anymore.

But thanks for everything anyway.

Stars

2010-06-17T02:27:00.006+08:00

DAMN IT.
Spain lost to Switzerland.
Wth?
"European champion lost to the underdogs!" my dad said xD
ISH. Disappointed man.
I might be watching South Africa VS Uruguay at 2.30am again later.
FOOTBALL FEVER babeh!~

OHHH, today is a GREAT day.
Just got Mian Mian officially!

Wootsss.

My parents bought lotsa European food.
Cheese, honey, chips, biscuits and all.

The best part is the chocolates.

Freaking melts you man.

The marshmallows are awesome too.

My mama bought 2 football jerseys for my bro.

She didn't think my sister and i would want one too :(

It's webbie time again now!
Haha :)

I wish time stopped then.

Huh

2010-06-15T23:40:00.006+08:00

I stayed up 5.30am in the morning last night watching football.

Italy VS Paraguay.

I thought Par stood for Paris at first. LOL.

AMAZING, I was awake throughout the whole match.

Didn't even feel really tired at all.

Today, i had maggi for lunch again.

And it tasted awesome as usual.

My sis has been mapling for me these few days =.=

The good side is, i don't have to train myself to lvl up.

AND.

I get to WEBCAM with many people

I just realised i'm in Sinagapore :O

My parents are coming back soon.

Parents back.

Bro back.

Everyone back.

Great, no more peace.

But home sweet home it is.

I guess i have to say goodbye to my sleepless nights and sleeping at 4-6 in the morning days ?

It's good for me though.

My dark circles are getting worse.

Erh, off to watch football now.

Buais !

NUFFNANG

2010-06-14T21:06:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE.

I'M CLAR.

I'M DESPO TO EARN MONEY.

I JUST CREATED NUFFNANG.

SOOO, PLEASE BE KIND ENOUGH TO CLICK ON THE ADS WHEN YOU SEE THEM.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO CLICK ON THEM.

I WANNA EARN BIG MONEY.

THAT'S ALL.

THANKS!

Through my window

2010-06-14T16:50:00.004+08:00

A boring Monday afternoon.

Goshhh, luckily the electricity came back.

Or else i would have been dead by now.

They said there won't be electricity til evening but it's back.

THANK GOD ! :D

Ohhh. I can't believe I almost got fooled.

Oh wait, i did believe !

HAHAHA.
JAPAN LMAO.

Heart webcaming :D

Holidays are damn boring without outings.

Damnnn, i wanna go genting :(

I think my parents are coming back from Europe tmr night.

Can't wait to see them.

I actually miss them O.O

Last night :)

The best of me.

Picture Perfect Memories.

2010-06-12T18:56:00.005+08:00

5 more hours and it's Meryl Loke Yue Han's birthday !!!

I've known her since i was 6 and she's one of the greatest friend i could ever have !

We went to celebrate her bday at 1u today.

While watching Karate Kid, there was some complications and the movie had to stop for awhile.

Sooooo. We decided to surprise Meryl by shouting happy bday to her on the count of 3. My idea :D

Unexpectedly, the whole cinema started to sing a birthday song for her after us shouting.

And it was awesomeeeee.

She must me damnnnn touched now!

Hottie birthday girl.

Ah Yinnnn.

Me and cy's food.
SUSHI ZANMAI

The photos taken with Ann and Vy are not in my phone so too bad :P
Ohhh. I slept at around 6 at vin's hse last night.
She didn't slp at all.
We enjoyed watching GG together!
And eating maggi at 5am in the morning.
And doing EYE mask too! HAHA

Once again, Happy advanced birthday Merrrrrrrr! ♥

PS : I'm loving my new Blue Roxy bagggg! :D

Never Say Never

2010-06-11T23:22:00.004+08:00

-Late update-

6/6/2010

Church youth organised a BBQ.

I brought VY and ZW along.

We ended up camwhoring instead of socializing with the others :D

This is what i call LOVE ♥

Conclusion : Had a great day
After that too :)

Pointless

2010-06-11T00:38:00.003+08:00

Woooh. My third time blogging today.

I'm going crazy :D

Sooo. Went alsafa to yamcha after tuition.

Main point was to celebrate Oscar's bday but we didn't even sing him a bday song ==

Here's bday boy :D

Ohhh, he painted his nails BLACK.
GAY ASS :D

Zw forced to drink the mixed drinks :D

Mixing the drinks !

GERALD

NICHOLAS

CLEMENT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN OSCAR WONG :)

Damn, did i mention i hate ppl who smoke? Yes, i do =.=

Beast

2010-06-10T16:16:00.009+08:00

WOOOOOTS.

I GOT MY FREAKING NEW DAWG!

HAHAHA.

HAPPY MUCH.

Cy is already planning to come over my hse next fri with vy maybe to see MIAN MIAN :D

My mama named him mian mian cause of the fur or something .

Look at her innocent face!

I know i look sick.

Haven't been sleeping properly since Sunday night.

Thanks alot.

Despite everything, i'm still happy for now.

Second last

2010-06-10T11:25:00.005+08:00

Finally, i had the guts. To ask and tell.

Surprisingly, wasn't depressed or anything.

Maybe i already knew and expected all along.

Good or bad, idk.

Obviously it's not the answer i wish for.

But it's enough.

Because i wouldn't have asked for anything more than that.

Maybe i shouldn't have brought it up.

Maybe i shouldn't have went over.

Too many maybe's

Too many i shouldn't have's

But it's already passed.

No point thinking back anyway.

Consequences?

There are good and bad ones.

But i'm glad i got the ugly truth instead of the sweet lies.

Though it wasn't exactly ugly.
Yeah, i've been feeling like that ever since 5 months ago.

So yeah..

I'm.

so.

freaking.

tired.

Damn it.

I need to get out of the house. I need some fresh air. Damn, seriously :(

Goodbye.

2010-06-07T19:58:00.004+08:00

I must admit it was exciting yet mixed with a lil sense of guilt.

I might regret it later on but for now, it's everything i can think of.
Why must you be so good at it?

Damn, i need to SLEEP.

It's 8pm and i'm going to bed.

7/6/2010

:) ♥

Sunset.

2010-06-05T19:56:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was a great day.

Had fun bonding with my cousin and sister.

Went to Jusco again to watch Kidnapper.

Quite thrilling and touching but some parts kept repeating.

Ate at Food and Tea AGAIN.

Second time this week.

Look at my fattie cousin's IC :D

He looked soo cute !

He's much thinner now though.

Home Sweet Home :)

I'm currently having dinner alone in front of the computer :(
Parents are out.
Sis went to her friend's place.
Bro? God knows where he went.
So it's only me alone.

Pineapple rice. mmm.

I was reading back my older posts.
Really old posts.
And i realised that i've grown more mature over the years.
Seriously, i'm not kidding.
The way i type, everything.
And less emoing too :)

Ciaos ♥

Game Over.

2010-06-04T13:03:00.007+08:00

It's a Friday morning, i'm not in school.

Why?

I was supposed to go to the dentist but my dad said we'll have to wait for a long time and all so we've decided to go after they come back from Europe.

So many complications just to get my braces on.

Ohhhh, I'm so glad that FM will be accompanying me make braces :D

And i'm even happier that my parents are going to Europe for 1 week.

This means i will have the house to myself ( not counting my sis, bro, maid xD )

I'm currently mapling with Mer.
I'm only level 20.
Wish to catch up with Mer.
Screw you for skipping school for 2 days just for maple :D

Look at us :D

Btw, i'm so sorry to you for ffk-ing.

Really, i didn't really mean to make you mad.

And you gotta know that the phrase "boyfriend over girlfriend" does not exist.

It will never be that way because i realised you're right.

It'll always be "girlfriends over jerks"

I'm sorry if i've made you mad or hurt you in any way,

Almost 1 year of friendship and i wonder how i'd be doing if i've never met you.

You know i'll always love you as my friend and it shall stay that way.

Sorry again :)

Our friendship will always be like this :D

As for you, you're really no good for me.

So what if it's obvious for other people?

I don't wanna freaking care nymore.

So i'll try my best to stay further away and fight my feelings.

Cause it's only gonna end up with dissapointment and nothing more.

Goodbye :)

Put it in a love song

2010-05-28T19:54:00.000+08:00

It's a public holiday today.

And guess what?

I went to work !

I followed my sis to work together with her friend.

First time experience and it was not bad.

5 bucks per hour, in total i got around 40 bucks.

It's actually quite little but oh well.

Now i can tell everyone that i have working experience :D

It was damn tiring though.

My hands are sore from sealing envelopes and stretching rubberbands for 8 hours.

My freaking tired face after work :D

Off to tuition now !

Dissapointment.

2010-05-27T23:25:00.002+08:00

What am i to you ?

Don't stop, can't stop

2010-05-26T02:34:00.005+08:00

I went mcD to study Bio with Dixon a few hours ago.

It's nice to have someone accompany you study :)

I'm currently wide awake now and it's already 2.30 am

I CAN'T SEEM TO SLEEP.

I'm worried about my Bm and Bio exam for tommorow.

350 words per essay with 100 marks. How the heck am i supposed to do that ?!

Damnnnn !

My Bio book is still opened in front of me.

I'm gonna try sleeping soon.

Might be going over to his house tmr.
To study again.
Oh wait, it's later since it's already past 12 midnight. haha.

Ciao :) ♥

Can you feel my heartbeat ?

2010-05-21T14:24:00.004+08:00

It's the fifth day of exam now.

I've been waking up early in the morning to study since wednesday but i failed to do so this morning :(

Anyway, today was Chemistry paper 2 and physics paper 1.

Chemistry sucked, i almost couldn't do the whole paper.

But luckily Physics was okay.

I might be able to get a B or C if only there's no paper 2 :(

We've been talking more often lately.

I'm glad.

Things are getting better.

But i wonder if it'll last.

Or would it end up the same again.

Let's be happy :)

2010-05-19T18:24:00.000+08:00

I just found out something.

Something that i myself find it hard to believe.

Will you really stoop this low just for that?

Did i really misjudge you before?

You were right, it is true.

I overestimated you.

Airplanes

2010-05-16T16:53:00.003+08:00

I just came back from church and i have nothing better to do so i'm here blogging.

BLUE ! :D

My goshh, Midterms is coming up REAL soon which is tomorrow.

And why am i not studying?

Firstly, i can't study with the comp on.

Secondly, i need to take a nap and bath first since i just came back from church.

And and and i don't really have a clue on what to study.

I hope i'll be able to concentrate on my books later on.

Wish me luck everyone !

Currently addicted to an old song, Need You Now by Lady Antebellum .
"And i wonder if i ever cross your mind, for me it happens all the time."

Bonamana

2010-05-15T16:00:00.002+08:00

I woke up it was almost 12.

After lunch, i opened my Sej notes and fell asleep.

Woke up to have lunch and went to the sofa to lie for awhile and ended up falling asleep again.

This is what i call a sleeping marathon :D

Due to boredom,

Me and my bro :D ♥

2010-05-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

I'm tired of seeing the same thing everyday.

Tired of the same thing repeating everyday.

Tired of getting dissapointed everyday.

Tired of feeling something everyday.

So tell me wtf am i supposed to do.

Ring Ding Dong

2010-05-06T22:38:00.002+08:00

First of all, a BIGGG thank you to Choy Vin Yee, the one and only Bitch.

You know what's so great about her?

She's with me through thick and thin.

She accompanied me through grass-plucking session today

which anyone could have chosen not to.

She sacrificed her time, skin and nails helping me pluck grass.

I thought it would be quite an easy job but turns out it's harder than i thought.

And it was a little embarassing i think? lol
In conclusion, you're such a wei da person, Choy Vin Yee :D

Oh yes, i'm dissapointed in you.

I trusted you.

I thought you were trustable in certain stuff.

I thought wrong.

Hangman

2010-05-04T14:19:00.000+08:00

I'm getting gantung-ed for 2 days.

Well, was kinda shocked to hear that i'm gonna get gantung.

And was freaking worried about what my parents would say.

Cried while me and penny were talking to Lim =.=

My kesalahan :

1) Tidak pinkan rambut sebanyak 10 kali

2) Stoking pendek sebanyak 1 kali

3) Tidak memakai tali leher pada hari Isnin sebanyak 1 hari

LMAO.

After thinking over, i should be glad that i'm having 2 days of holiday :D

Told my dad already, he just asked me to cut my hair. lol.

Now, it's just my mum.

Hope everything goes well when i tell her about it.

*Prays really hard*

YES YES YES ! :D

Full Stop.

2010-05-02T18:03:00.002+08:00

No more emoing.

Slap me if i ever emo again.

Tweet Tweet.

2010-04-30T18:33:00.003+08:00

Due to some stupid reasons, i won't be onlining anymore til God knows when.

It was my dad's birthday 2 days ago, 28th of April.

Happy Birthday, Daddy. Loves.

I can say that it didn't really go that well on my dad's birthday because of some stupid reasons again.

But i love you though daddy, i always will :)

The yam ice cream cake :D

Daddy :D
His 50th year on earth.

Oh, i can only online cause im in Vy's house.

Or else i'd be rotting at home.

She's still sleeping like a pig on her bed :P

Goodbye .